So whats your opinion on this?

Hmm, busy busy busy I has been. :)
I don't think that entry is going to be any way half as serious as my previous post as i'm going to be posing it in the form of a question to you lovely goblins.
Most people that know me, or indeed, presume to think they know me are aware that my attitude towards pleasure is to enjoy it in excess.
My question to you all is, is this really a bad thing?
Most of the people I know will refuse to do something that they'd find great pleasure in because of the risk of a less then favorable opinion being formed about them. I'd say everything i've done has had someone or another tutting and shaking their head at me. I don't think this should stop me from enjoying myself though, and if it should I think I would rather remain in blissful ignorance.
I can understand the reasoning behind not doing something because someone is going to get hurt, and i'm ashamed to say that not even that stopped me in the past. I've noticed that recently though, the world is full of approval junkies; hate me, fear me, find me revolting, but please say i'm good at something. Everybody is looking for that pat on the back to make them feel worthy.
I could be naive here but I think thats stupid. Why limit your life based around the belief that you must always seek praise?
If you wanna go to a hotel with someone you hardly know, just because you wanna spend the night being less then virtuess? I've done it before, and believe me i'd have traded a thousand dirty looks for it.
If you wanna get to so drunk you can't see the nose on your face, why not? Sure people will look at you and think 'what a state' but should that matter if you're enjoying yourself?
I'm curious, am a being selfish and naive? or would the whole world be a better place if more people thought ' fuck it, lets do it and lets do it properly.' ?

So, where's this all going to lead?

You're not going to like me, i'll tell you this now.
I am a scoundrel, and a rapscallion and i'm perfectly able to talk straight from Victorian theatre.
I'm not looking for sympathy, or pity but a couple of thou wouldn't be rejected.
Girls will hate me and I doubt if the male gender will see me as anything but despicable.
This said, I do not, and will not ever care.

At this point in my life i'm beginning to wonder quite where everything is going to end up. Do I regret some of the choices i've made?
Well... yes actually.
For the last few years all i've done drink, snort, and sleep with anything thats been put in front of me, which is all well and good until you run out of the money to buy things to drink, snort - I have however, never paid for sex. So, while I don't deny that the last few years have been the equivalent to a crack party in Hell (that is to say, fucking incredible, I may aswell have slept with Satan), they have undoubtedly landed me in the proverbial shit.
Having been homeless, kick out of uni and landed with more debt that the Government, nobody can say I can't keep a lop-sided grin plastered to my face.

So, fuck it. If ain't gonna get any better in the near future then why not let it get worse with a drink in my hand?
I'm aware that this may have come across incredibly self-absorbed but this was not my intention. I promise I am still human, and I do occasionally just want to take crafty punch to the balls of the rest of the world. Even while writing this i'm trying to refrain from putting a smiley face. Thats what facebook does to you. Facebook the ruiner of lives.
Paha.

So yeah, thats about it for now like. Ain't sure where this is going, but i'll be sure to let you know when I do.
I'll keep you posted.

Aurevoir. x